Ok first lemme say dat no I'm not takin shotz@ anybody but I will say dis sum of these things have happened b4. Ok so dun u hate how sumbody will ask u one question about sumfin and den try and turn around and ask u anotha question kinda like a trap. I feel like dis flat out jus ask meh wdf u wanna ask meh dun beat around da bush. And plz stop sayin hey Chelz and den nah n/m dat is da most irritatin thing in da world. Y is it dat ppl who don't have a relationship of dey own feel da need to comment on urs and try and put dey 2 cents in when it wasn't asked for?? Bitch nobody asked u worry bout y u have no man or betta yet y u got one ready to be urs but u actin like a bum bitch. Sum more shit I hate is ppl who can't trust, I'm down to mah good last nerve lol I swear if u gon be wit sumbody trust em if u gon doubt em 24/7 leave em period, point blank, end of fuhkin story. U have no idea how irritatin dat shit is I mean really u makin yaself look untrustworthy cuz everytime u accuse dem dey sit and think ok well damn y u keep doin dat den dey start to doubt u. Relationships are built on trust and witout it u have nada. Anyway I'll go into more about trust in next months issue since I'm doin a lyout featurin it. Furthermore I feel like ppl are bein sneaky I get dat feelin and if I find out sumbody bein grimey I'm gon have to turn into a bitch and hurt feelinz dat is all ill holla ~Chelz~

Ok so I was talkin to Msz. Domiz and it made meh think about sum things. Like 1 y is it dat nyggaz feel like dey gotta lie all da damn time like ur not gonna get caught or like we're dumb enuff to believe da shit? Now I kno ya'll gon say women lie and yea we do but ya'll take da shit to da extreme anyway. I been watchin Madea cuz I love her and she sayd sum thingz dat sat down in mah soul and it made meh think ok I understand now u can let a man make 1,000 mistakes cuz he's human and he's allowed jus as long as he doesn't keep makin da same one. Or how dare u ask a good man/woman (in mah case) to pay for da mistakes dat ya ex made boyyyy u jus dun kno das a good way to loose a good thing cuz sum ppl will not put up wit dat crap. And mah new outlook on life is da tree everybody in ya life u should put into da category of a tree wit leafs, branches and roots. Sum ppl come in ya life for a season and othaz are for a lifetime....So mah question to u is which one are u??

Ok now I got a couple things I wanna vent about first because I don't feel like goin back fixin last nights post. Lol I meant to say dat Every Woman Needs A Wife is by Naleighna Kai and Brandi is one of the main characters in da book, for those of u hoo were confused.....Now on to yesterday's grocery shoppin events. How dh do u charge $4.99 a lb. For sum cherries?? Kroger's has lost dey fuhkin mind wit dat shit from now on I will not buy fruit from dere fuhkin crackhead ass ppl. Den da sign sayd it was 10lbs. For $10 and dey like ooo no dat was for da peaches. Ok bitch fine but gimme mah $12.67 back for I punch u in da face. I went to Horrocks (a Michigan only store) and got sum cherries for $1.99 a lb. Ok hoo seen The Simpson's Movie?? Nobody wants to go wit meh to see it so ima go by mah damnself fuhk dat and ima go see Rush Hour too. Jonathan dun want meh to go by mahself but so wha he'll get ova it. Speakin of Mr. Garcia dis foo decided to take a nap so we could wake up and talk all nyte and all dis and we nap and den I get up and call him and he dun wake up den fusses dat I only called him one time well like most times when I call 2-3 times u don't ansa no way lil nygga so y ima keep callin u ya ass dun wake up den u do ya be up half an hour tops b4 u knock out again I'ma need u to take some of dat wonderful money u make and since u loveeeee electronics more den u love meh invest in an alarm clock or sumfin I aint gon keep bein ya personal alarm clock cuz half da time u dun wake up no way. Further more ya'll I'm startin to go crazy cuz mah babygyrl left to go to P.R. Wit her dads family and its so quiet now and Jonathan wit his punk ass ignores meh for da tv so ima have to find meh sumfin else to do or replace him wit a newer model. Lmfaoo he'll kill meh and him if dat happens tho so I'm too sexy to die now so ill play sims and ignore him back. Anyway I'm bout to go play mah game maybe I'll take pics in game to show ya'll on here dunno I'm rebuildin mah city so we'll see. I'll hollla -Msz. Chelz-

Ok so I haven't really blogged like I sayd I will but I'm tryna get back into da swing of thingz its very easy to forget about it when u have a life. Anyway I got sum bookz that I've read in the last month dat u guys should read. The Honeymoon Is Over by Keith Lee Johnson....This one was good I read it all it one day lmfaoo shit had meh rollin and the characters remind meh of ppl I kno. Like the main character Nelson iont kno y but most of the Nelson's I kno are jus dumb as hell and so wuz dis one lol ( if ya names Nelson, and u take offense I'm sorry but its true and if I kno ur prolly one of da ones I'm talkin bout). Sittin In The Front Pew by Parry "EbonySatin" Brown....This book is a must read I read dis one all in one nyte too(I kinda read it b4 already but so wha...lmfao I love it). The characters in dis book are a trip watch out cuz da Naylor girls are 4 crazy ass sisters especially Ms. Money Hungry Collette. The last and final book which I'm readin for like da 50th time is Every Woman Needs A Wife....Ladies I suggest u read dis one lol cuz it's so true when ya hubby cheats on u dun get mad@ da gyrl get mad@him cuz 9/10 she dun kno he got a shorty cuz he dun lied to her too. So dun get mad@ da mistress move dat hoe in wit chu and let her clean da house while u makin paper and taken care of ya husband. Lmfaooo Brandii if women started to do wha chu did I bet chu nyggas would keep dey dick in dey pants *smirks* anyway dis gon be it for now I'll be back lata wit more.

Ladiesz N Gentleman.....Chelliez Back Well I kno I sayd dat it wouldn't take meh long....And it wouldnt have if blogdrive wit dey trifalin asses woulda sent meh mah stuff so I could finish da layout I had planned but nooooo dey couldnt do dat so fuhk it. I'll figure it out on mah own like I always do. Anyway wuz good ya'll I see I got sum new readers Hellorrrr and Welkome....Ok so I started everybody back to bloggin again it seems. Anyway I kno ppl was like y u got da song Still In Love Wit My X on ya blog cuz @ da time I came up wit the concept I was single and even though as of now we're back togetha he's still technically mah ex. The ex I'm speakin of is the person he used to be...the sweet lovin and carin man I met and fell in love wit. He is learnin how to be himself again along wit not lettin no good whorez irritate him and he's learnin to open up and let ppl in and help him so das good. But I still long for da romantic and lovin and mushy man I fell for. Anyway movin ryte along, I decided I'ma start talkin bout celebrities as well as everyday things from Beyonce ass takin a nasty fall (lmfaoo poor B but she got up and worked it out tis y she's a bad bitch) to mah poor Kelly passin out (she's doin so much betta now) to LoHo wit her cocaine and drunkin tinges (put dat whore in jail I'm sick of her) to love lifes and just things I'm ponderin....Like ryte now mah ass is listenin to music from Disney movies yes I watch dem...I have a child hell even if I didnt I'd still watch em cuz dey da best lol....Finally it brings meh to my favoriteeeeee thing and das da Sims....Anybody out dere play da sims?!?!? Holla @ meh if u do hell I love it and I'ma be workin on a couple soap opera stories featurin my sims and pictures of meh and Jay as sims so he can see how sexy we look hehe. Anyway what else I wanted to talk about I forgot about.....We still have the message board so if u want the link then hit meh up and i'll get chu da link anyway da lyrics to da Still In Love Wit My X (Interlude) are posted below...I myte go head and break ya off wit da whole song....I'll hollaa ~Msz. Chelz~

Ohhh yea b4 I forget cause I sure almost did.....Today (December 1st) marks World AIDS Day, I jus wanna say to anybody out there dealin wit this deadly disease to hold on and keep ya head up and hopefully sumbody will find a cure for AIDS....The rest of u make sure u go get tested today to make sure u dont have AIDS....So u ppl need to get tested if ur havin unprotected sex or shootin up whateva....Even if u are havin protected sex u should still get tested cause u neva kno....On dat note all I can say is be safe, wrap it up and get tested....

Aiiighhhh tonyte ends da classes and I wanna thank all of ya'z for learnin sum new knowledge dat u aint kno or knowledge dat has been refreshed mwahhz.....So on wit da lesson Aint Really Love lol I kno I'ma piss a couple of ya'll off cause ya bein delusional on wha chu think is love it really aint....If yo man is doin shit u kno he aint got no bidness doin and he kno he aint got no bidness doin it den yea dat aint love and u dumb as hell for lettin him get away wit it.....If ya man is likin or crushin on one of ya friends and u kno and u let dat shit ride den yea u dumb and delusional and u needa kick dat nygga to da curb how bout betta yet TO DA LEFT TO DA LEFT....If yo man dun wanna do shit for u and he makes u pay for everyFUHKINthing den u got it he usin u and dat aint no love....Sumtimes a man will say ohhh baby I love you and really wha he loves is wha chu can do for him and das take care of his ass ratha it be cookin, cleantin, or fuhkin eitha way he dun plan on wifin u I mean c'mon u kno how when dey say if u aint neva met his boys its cause u aint da wife....Lmfaooo well dey aint lyin cause ya man will introduce u to dem specially if he is a cheater dat way he can use him as his backup plan if need be but see men arent smart enuff to tell dey boy ahead of time wuz goin down and normally dey boy gets dem busted cause dey dun communicate.....But wha chu really kno aint love is sittin around tryna do ur everything for sum tired ass trifalin nygga who aint tryna do shit for u but get on ya muthafuhkin nerves every 20 minutez lol ooo lemme calm down for I start cussin nyggaz out and pullin cards *fannin mahself* Yes lawd I wanna end wit dis if u kno ya man aint actin ryte and u feel he dun love u or u feelin unloved its cause he dun and u are lmfaoooo fix it quick REPLACEEEEMENT.....until next time hollllaaaaaa ~Chelz~ P.S. Mary J. *smh* I kno wha chu sayin gyrl u betta preach to dem cause dey kno not


"Ain't Really Love"
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

[Verse:] Everyday I'm trying to get to know ya But more and more you're changing up your act Everyday I look for ways to bring us closer But more and more you appear to be drawing back And lately when We're making love its getting weaker My heart don't feeling it and feeling is everything And I'm feeling like maybe you just don't feel it And I don't know how to play it In the past, didn't know how to say it But I...

[Chorus:] I held my tongue too long I can't do it no more (I just can't do it babe) See how can a man be so cold To a woman that loves him most (I don't get it at all) (But if you wanna go) There's the door (I can't hold ya) Boy you're grown (You must got me confused) Ooooooo (I treat myself way too good) And a love that tears you down ain't really love

[Verse:] Everyday I'm getting up and making breakfast And more and more you're walking in without a word And everyday I'm trying to ask, "Baby what's wrong?" And more and more you say I'm getting on your nerves And then you take me to the level of some bullshit Ya said ya never had these problems from a white chic You got me twisted and twisted is just not how I get with it You need to sit down and hear it Ohh...

[Chorus:]

[Bridge:] I'm pouring out my heart (my heart) Don't just sit there while my heart is on the line Speak your truth (speak your truth) What it's worth (what it's worth) Not a word you say will go unheard Now if it's like that Then baby just pack your bags Cause I'm sick and tired of fighting I'm sick and tired of trying I had enough of waiting I'm not that good with playing I know I love you But I love myself too

[Chorus:] 2x

Wuz good baybeeezzz lol sorry I'm watchin err'bodiez favie grandma (Yesh Madea)....Anyway I got a hot new topic for u pplz....This one is kinda outta order it shoulda been da last one but we'll work wit it ok...It's all about Keepin Your Head Up I kno u kno wha das about....When all the love is gone and da relationships ova and its time to move on yea it's hard and yea it may make u wanna cry and be depressed especially when u really really in love....It may take u a while to get ova him or her and u may jus be sad for a lil minute and not wanna deal wit da reality or da real world cause when ur hearts hurtin u really dun wanna be seein no mushy lovey dovey bullshit trust meh I kno I dont lol....So whaeva u can do to make it easier and to keep ur head above the water and from sinkin into pity land and feelin all sorry cause alot of times its better to love and let go if it's meant to be dey'll come back if not den u have to hold ya head high and move on wit cha life....Aint really much more to say about Keep Ya Head Up da lyrics are very powerful I think Tyler really knew wha he was talkin bout and Chaka jus carried it across da home plate....So until next time mwahhhhhz ~Chelz~


While I have ur attention I needa say dis cause dis man thinkz sumbody is talkin bout him and he keepz on talkin shit.....So I will repeat Jonathan aint nobody talkin bout ya bighead self lol not everything is about u fuhka but I still love you doe.....Anyway das enuff about you and none of mah posts are about anybody in particular jus mah viewpoints on da situations da songs are about DUHHHH......


"Keep Your Head Up"

[Verse:] When your heart is free It’s easy to make a decision When your head is clear You know you have good judgment But when your life is turning topsy turvey And you have know reasons for what’s disturbing Remember these words my father said to me

[Chorus:] He said: Keep your head up don’t say you love him (Keep your head) Walk away from all that is hurting (Find your power) Find your power you know your strong Make that step and it will help you along

[Verse:]When your mind's at peace (at peace) Sleep comes so very peacefully When you start to dream There a wonderful end so very sweet But when your life is turning topsy turvey And you have no answers for what’s disturbing Remember these words a preacher said to me

[Chorus:] He said: Keep your head up don’t say you love him (Keep your head up) Walk away from all that is hurting (Find your power) Find your power you know your strong (Take that step) Make that step and it will help you along (2x)

[Bridge:] Why give up this time you can win (You can win) Why give up this battle is within (Is within) Why stay when you don't know what he's gonna do Why choose him when its time to choose you

[Chorus:] Keep your head up don’t say you love him Walk away from all that is hurting Find your power you know your strong Make that step it will help you along (2x)

Keep your head up (6x)